Life !!!

it is so damn strange...
wat you thought would never happen, happens
and things which you expect are just around the corner, never happen
stilll, we never give up expecting things..
atleast i dont.
i still expect people to be there everytime i need them
i still expect people to make me their priority
i still expect people to do what i tell them to do
i still expect people to think the way i do
i still expect people to accept me as i am
i still expect people to put up with my tantrums and demands...
the list can go on and on

yet, wen these things do not happen,,,,
i still have to be the same with them
i still have to call them friends, relatives, colleagues...
i wonder why life's this way.

ever wondered what if we did not ever know how things are suppossed to be done. . .
life without any pre concieved notions...
aisa kabhi nahi hota ki ye kaam aise hi ho sakta hai,, waise nahi...
there were no customs, no traditions to follow !!!
no need to be be well behaved wen u actually want to just shout OUT !!!
no need to sit at a place wen u wanted to fly aroun the world !!!
no intl borders...
no different cultures...
na koi bandish, na koi rokk
live life by your own rules
FREEDOM !!!

however much we think that watever happens, this is our life, and we will live it our way...
sometime or the other, life will put u in such a situation, that u wil have to bow down to somebody or something
and wen such a situation occurs,, you feel like SHIT !!!
you feel like rippin off everythin in front of...
killin everyone...
and at the end...
just defeated

but listen to this small piece of advice.
if u dont want to lose to such cases...
dont ever commit urself to anythin or anybody
ur first priority shud be yor dreams and ambitions and life,,, URSELF !!!
cuz nobody else will do that for u
and if somebody ever does.
TRUST THE PERSON
dont let him/her go
cuz its tuff to find such a person again....
give as good as you get ;) :)

cuz life does come in a full circle, but u never know wen. . ..

cheers !!!